
I love Jesus. I love spending time with him. I love following
his word and learning his plan for my life. For a long while now, I have been struggling
as to where He wants me and where I could live out my fullest potential in him.
Do I really want to be a school teacher? Or do I want to be a disciple of the
nations? Can I do it all at the same time? When is my time? ..Kinds of
struggles like that. So one day, just a few months ago, I heard him tell me to
study abroad in Uganda. This was the first time studying abroad in Africa had
ever crossed my mind, and quite frankly, I thought the idea was whack and
impossible. Don’t get me wrong, Africa
has ALWAYS been a place of interest for me. I knew I would one day find myself
there, but didn’t realize it would be so soon! Anyways, I listened and found
out the application was due exactly five days from the day I felt led to study
there. I prayed like I’ve never prayed before, trusting in what I felt the Lord
was telling me, and I told him that if he did not want me in Africa at this
time then he better find a way to stop me. Well, to make a longer story a bit
shorter, God opened doors that I didn’t ever realize were closed. Financially I
have been blessed beyond belief! Classes became available at the university for
the first time ever…classes that I NEEDED to take in order to graduate on time.
And most of all, my PARENTS GAVE ME THE OK! It was a tough tackle, but I never
once heard a “NO!” (Thanks Mom and Dad! You da best!) The application was
handed in on time, and here I am now, just hours before my flight takes off
declaring the faithfulness and love of our Father!! I’m going to Africa!
So how am I feeling about all
this? Being away from family and friends for four months? With no “western
facilities” (cough, Mom!)? With knowing not a single person? With being thrown
into a completely different world where heavy diseases are present and culture
being unlike anything I’ve ever experienced? I’m feeling absolutely fantastic! Not
a single worried, nervous or anxious bone in my body! Why, you ask? Jesus, that’s
why! Jesus tells us not to worry (Philippians 4:6). Jesus tells us he is our
healer (1 Peter 2:24). Jesus knows me when no one else does, and knowing him is
all I need (John 10:14-15). How can I be anxious, nervous, scared, etc., when I
know Uganda is the place where he is calling me to be? I'm simply stepping into my destiny. The atmosphere God has
prepared for his children is one of joy, peace, love and comfort. I’ll be
darned if I chose not to live in such a place. In the book of John, it is
written that “there is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear.” I am
God’s beloved. He loves me more that I can comprehend. His love is nothing less
than perfect, so I have not one thing to fear.
As I continue down this amazing path Jesus has prepared for
me, I will be praying for you all and hoping that you, too, will be living in
the atmosphere freely given to us by the most astonishing creator. Mom and Dad,
especially, I love you, but you do not have to worry about me. The Big Guy
upstairs got my back! To all, I sincerely appreciate all your encouraging words
and prayers. It means more than you know. I wish you all the best New Year, and
too all my friends, the best semester! Continue representing the King!
I will update you all again as soon as I hang up the phone
with Mom and Dad and get a chance!
PS. Sorry this was so long. Just wanted to give you the background
story! I’m new at this blogging thing, so don’t expect me to go all Perez
Hilton on you! Also, sorry to all you grammar police! I grew up in Schuylkill
County. We ain’t always the most intelligent ;)
I’m
going to Uganda. Jesus rocks. Y’all rock. I’ll keep you posted as much as
possible!
Later Gators!
Later Gators!
Thoroughly enjoyed reading this Ash! Can't wait to read what follows. Also I think "you da best"! Love ya lots!
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